..the Lord is so great.!! He’s really faithful.. kahit hindi ko ganun ko active serving Him HE never leave during the times that im strugglin.. never did i expect na ganun klaki ung grace n ipapamals sakin ng Lord.. so much favor that i never thought n ipapamals nya skin. i really feel so blessed.. were highly favored by God, greatly blessed, and alwys loved by Him. to God be the glory..
today i received a bad news.. haizt.. my sistah told me that im going to stop studying next schol year to give way for my bro. it hurts, for all i wanted to accomplish is to finish my studies with flying colors. haiztzz.. but it seems to be impossible by this days. i konw and i felt that my parents dont want my to stop but what can we do?? we are not rich to support two college student. but i dont want to feel the devastated by that news.. i trust in the Lord i know that He has great plan for me. i trust in Him.. i will not doubt His power for i know that He loves me. i trust in Him. i will finish my studies in His perfect time. i know God will never leave me.. thy will be done.
its funny why i love you, nkakapagtaka tlaga.. kaazar .. haizt bakit kasi ikw pa eh mukha namang ala kang kwenta.. hanggang kailan ka magpapaasa?? do you know how it hurts to hope for somthing really impossible?? yah.. mali ako.. kaazar tlaga.. bat kasi ikw pa.. eh wala k namang ngawang mabuti for me,u only cause me pain,,. your silence kills me. haizt.. just wanted to let you know na u should not say any promise if you dont mean it.. you keep me hanging on.. haizt..
i give impression that im im secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me,but within as well as without;that confidence is my name and coolness is my name, that the waters are calm and that im in command and ineed no one.but dont believe it; please dont.
i idly chatter with you insuave tones or surface tones or surface talk . i tell you everything that’s really nothing,nothing of what’s crying with on me. so when im going through my routine,dont be fooled by what im saying.please listen carefully and try what im not saying;what id like to be say; what for survival,i needed to say but i cant say. i dislike the superficial phony games im playing. id really like to be genuine,spontaneous and me; but you have the to help me. you have to help me by just holding my hand.
