please hear what im not saying
i give impression that im im secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me,but within as well as without;that confidence is my name and coolness is my name, that the waters are calm and that im in command and ineed no one.but dont believe it; please dont.
i idly chatter with you insuave tones or surface tones or surface talk . i tell you everything that’s really nothing,nothing of what’s crying with on me. so when im going through my routine,dont be fooled by what im saying.please listen carefully and try what im not saying;what id like to be say; what for survival,i needed to say but i cant say. i dislike the superficial phony games im playing. id really like to be genuine,spontaneous and me; but you have the to help me. you have to help me by just holding my hand.
